WHY?

Why to pretend?

Why to play the game once we are all human?

Why to hide our feeling and emotions in this game, which is our everyday?

Why to be pushed by the speed and the crowd around?

Why is it so hard to be yourself and keep your place?

Why is it so hard to accept the change? once life is a circle till the end.

Why not to just enjoy this game? which will end anyway?

Why do we let ourselves so often to be instruments for others?

BE YOURSELF MAN! AS YOU ARE UNREPEATABLE MIRACLE…

Whats happening?

Where is the border for love?
Where is the line where the miracles are happening?
Where is the end of the suffering?
Where is the solution? 
Where is the end of the pain?
Where is the light?
Where is the Sun?
Where is the God to smooth us, all is going to be all right?
All I know, I never ever give up my faith, 
All I know is that even if some people fall out of my package, who were dear to my life and my heart.
I go always forward, with the strength in my heart..
All I know, I want to enjoy this life.
All I know, I cant loose one single minute from the precious time of this life.
All I know, life is here and now...
All i know, we must enjoy LIFE:
All I know, who I was yesterday has nothing to do with me today.
All I know, I loved only one real man...
All I know, LOVE is not what I expected it to be in my childish dreams.
All I know, life is much more harder.
All I know, I am grateful for the walking over the MOON in a Milano way...
I LOVE YOU MY MAN AND MAYBE NO ONE IS EVER GOING TO REPLACE YOU, WHO IS MY REAL SOULMATE.
SEARCHING HERE AND THERE, WALKING AND TRAVELLING ACROSS THE UNIVERSE, I HAVE NEVER EVER MET SOMEONE LIKE YOU, MY DEAR DEVIL MAN.
I accept all, what Life is offering to me, being happy for the moments like from a movie on a gloomy day,when I lost you in  the traffic of the Milano day.........
I don't regret, I am grateful for all of it, God offered to us.
Come what may...
My love towards you will never ever fade.
Whats going to happen in the next 30 years,
I don't really care.
I do really live from the precious moments We have had.
All I know, you are my man...and what you think and with whom you live, I don't care...
I am humble and grateful for all the things, God offered to us, to be happy even just for a fracture of moments while travelling on a carriage in Marrakesh or hand in hand in Vittorio Emmanulle in Milano on a beautiful autumn day.

Where there is no love in the heart of a man you love, you cant break the walls, you cant make him happy never in your life.
No chance for those, who havent experienced the love in the early days of their life.

You can cry loud, scream and shout WHY.WHY CANT YOU GIVE THE LOVE FOR EVERYONE?
Yet-you must accept it, even though there is endless joy of golden love pouring in your heart-you cant help noone-if they are afraid to love and be loved.

Time wont help you, you need to fo further...to search and wait for the one, who is ready and happy to accept the crystal clean light.What to do next...where to go?
Where are the answers hidden...why cant thepower of love help in each and every case?
Whats the mistake you have done?...too muchlove will kill you sometimes?
Maybe you cant help, maybe you just need to take the first step, maybe you just need to wrap in oyur heart the lesson, the experience and with new wings fly high...and those, who cant fly high with you in a balloon high, you should just drop them and leave them on another level.

Different forms of love...

Not everyone can love you, love us....however, be happy for those, who appreciate your presence in their life.
Not everyone is happy to see you day by day...they make you sad or nervous sometimes,...yet think of those, to whom you bring joy and change in their lives.

Everything is teaching us, everything is inspiring us....even the seemingly bad things are showing us to be grateful for the many things which are present in our life.



Yet, there is the other side...
Broken hearts...children who are "thrown on the street" cause of the careless parents, who just give birth without loving and being responsible for their child...
Sadness, emptiness and loud crying of the children, who are loosing their classmate on a blue Monday...
...is what I witnessed today.

Crying eyes of 12 years old kids....cut and break in their hearts.
Pain in mine too....seeing this sudden and painful act...



An innocent child being taken away to the orphan house, not knowing, where she goes and who awaits her there.
Not a loving hand to embrace her, when she cries into the pillow at night.
Its going to be her first night....in a place, I can just imagine from movies ..and as such, I am being more and more grateful to my parents, who raised me up in so much love.

Praying, all I can do and to motivate the kids to do the same...

The kids, who spent 6 years together with the innocent child, who wasnt lucky enough to be born into a family with loving parents...

God, have mercy on her, on the innocent child soul and help her to be sent to a family, who will take good care of her, if they find her in the orphan house.
Today, many little hearts were broken and with theirs a part form mine was broken too...

Being unable to help, trapped ina situation where only our prayers can help is a moment, we will never forget.
God bless the girl, whom I had the chance to teach for one year..
The only think I wish, I could have spent more time with her, once knowing, in what circumstances she spent her everydays.

God take a good care of her....and please guardian angels, help her to be protected.

In the name of love...

...WHAT TO DO ...

when you are in love, yet you suffer from the past marks?!

WHAT TO DO TO REALIZE WHAT IS THE REAL LOVE?and where is the border ,when you love or when you give yourself up?

How do you know what is the right path?

Theoretically, your heart tells you the answer and guides you...still, when you are in love, you can not see things clearly.

You may fight with your past with your fears from being hurt in the relationship, you may loose yourself.

Where is the border to know and to realize, stop it and its time to change and choose another path...
Easy to say, hard to take the step and go forward to the unknown...once, you felt, you have found your place, your love and your home....yet maybe there is a wanderer in your heart, which doesnt let you to give up all, what was part of your life or you are the one, who is fighting itself, as can not make the step to the new life and is rather finding mistakes in the other.

To change your life is not an easy task and it certainly takes time.




You are on the edge of a cliff, not knowing what is the best to do...to let go the past and living in the present, accpeting the change, the new people and situations in your eevryday life ot leave it all behind?

Changes, which were the challenges before in your life, suddenly have become hard to deal with and you feel, you lie to yourself.



Fighting inside of you, leaving it all behind, what is now part of your life, even though already knowing that you will miss the person, who lies next to you now.

How to overcome this agony, what you create or is it your soul, that is giving you signs?

Take up the arch and move again to another part of the World? will help you to forget the one, you love? 


The answers are always inside of us, our heart guides us, yet with every change we always loose something, what is kind to our heart.
Do we decide well? it will be shown only by time, yet it may be too late.
Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what is inside(Forest Gump:).

However, to our emotions we can not lie...tell me my dear followers, what is now in your mind?

LOVE, WHICH SOMETIMES HURTS.

have a nice day and appreciate it all, what you have in your life.

„How many roads must a man walk down 
Before you call him a man ? 
How many seas must a white dove sail 
Before she sleeps in the sand ? 
Yes, how many times must the cannon balls fly 
Before they're forever banned ? 
The answer my friend is blowin' in the wind 
The answer is blowin' in the wind.” (Bob Dylan – Blowin' In The Wind)

http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/bob+dylan/blowin+in+the+wind_20021159.html

Intuition my friends and synchronicity..

So many questions are arising in me, coming on the surface from the deepness.

All the ones, which were pushed down for years. Covered by travellings geographically from one place to the other…now, its time for the travelling inside…and listening to the song from Bob Dylan I got some answers to all the arised questions in my mind.

My intuition whispered me to listen to this song, the intuition, which I believe is actually the voice of our heart…guiding us…

I am each and everytime amazed about the answers, it tells me…

Meditating, praying, observing life and listening…and we see something more, more than we saw before not listening inside.

Today, on my road to the school where I am surrounded by so much love, I observed the beautiful nature, the mountains around me and the birds flying in front of me…

FREE…many many birds….which are messangers, just as so many other  things, people, animals, songs in our life…which are guiding us, once we have eyes to see…the symbols, symbols, which are helping us on our path.

It is so much more than we, humans and our life.

It is the nature and its connectiosn with us.

We are so much ONE…ONENESS...and  IT IS SO MUCH BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING, WONDERFUL GIFT IN OUR LIFE.

I LOVE THIS EARTH, THIS LIFE…THERE IS A TINY LITTLE MIRACLE IN EACH AND EVERYDAY

SOMETHING IS ALWAYS HAPPENING AROUND US…AND EVEN WHEN WE FEEL, OUR LIFE IS NOT GOING ACCORDING TO OUR PLAN, DEEPLY I BELIEVE…IT IS THE OPPOSITE WAY…

WE GET THE SIGNS TO REALIZE, IF WE ARE NOT ON OUR TRACK.

INTUITION, SIGNS OF OUR BODY ARE WITH US HAND IN HAND.

Observe it, see it, thats all we need to do to open up the doors to another World…WHICH GUIDES AND LEADS US TO HAPPINESS.

THERE IS A SOLLUTION FOR EVERYTHING…DO NOT STRESS, DO NOT PANICK, JUST ASK FOR HELP FROM YOUR INSIDE AND LOOK AROUND.

BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE, FIND 3 POSITIVE THINGS IN YOUR EVERYDAY AND REMEMBER TO SAY AT THE END OF YOUR DAY: THANK YOU FOR TODAY, THANK YOU TO WALK ON THIS EARTH…AS DO NOT FORGET, IT WILL NOT LAST FOREVER.

LOVE

ENJOY LIFEJ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3l4nVByCL44

GRATITUDE…GRACE…GRATEFUL

More than 10 months at the same place…for ex Marco Polo it was and it is a big challenge.

Starting  a new life in a small town, out of travelling, tourism, new faces and new places is a bit tough.

Seeing the same things for months, is challenging for someone, to whom the change was constant.

Being at one place, living the everyday life makes me travel inside…in my heart and mind.

After years of change, suddenly something constant is what causes the fight in my heart.

You may find it funny or strange and I can undesrtand your side.

However, I am struggling with myself,asking: is it the place, where I want to live my life?

The same place?

The same faces?

…and though deeply in my heart I miss my old me, who was on roads most of the time..I can also feel, these 10 months have brought changes in my heart.

The man I love , the children I am surrounded by, the love around me, the so called normal life.

I dream, yes I daydream about the times on the islands, where the lifestyle was so different.

Yet, I am here, and there are already people, who have become kind and important in my life.

The people, who came across me in the last months and I know, it was not by chance.

BE IN THE PRESENT MOMENT, that is what I have learnt form the Greeks…yet, I have realized, most of the times I am int he past…

Unfortunately, as thanks to this I can not focus my mind and my heart on my life, which I live here and now.

GRATITUDE, THATS WHAT I FEEL , AS I AM SO CLOSE TO MY LOVED ONES, TO MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS FROM MY CHILDHOOD.

LIKE ODYSSEUS, thats how I feel sometimes, the hero, who has travelled for 25 years , to finally arrive back there, where his love and his home was waiting for him all the time.

I have arrived back home too, after years of experiencing life in diffrent parts of the World.

Yet I feel to be a tourist in my own region…as travelling and seeing, knowing, learning about different destinies make impact on us….We can not be the same ones, who we were, when we left our homeland…

…and the question, I ask myself everyday..have I arrived there, where I belong to, to my home?,or is it just one more station on my track?

Well, if I take the fact: that its not the goal but the journey which matters, than I have been at home all the time during my ways.

Travelling inside, meditating and self-knowledge are the things, I experience these days.

Hope, with my words I open up a piece in your heart.

As we can not lie to ourselves…

Love.Peace...in your heart.

JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR...

but has He always been a SUPERSTAR, when it was not only a musical?
Has he been the ONE, WHAT HE MEANS TO US NOW?- THE POWER OF LOVE, THE MESSANGER OF LIGHT? THE ONE WHO HAS SACRIFIED HIMSELF FOR US, THE HUMANKIND?
WOULD YOU HAVE DONE THE SAME FOR US?- FOR strangers on Earth, who will arrive and come after You have passed away?

Have you ever thought about it? what power, strenght, humility had Jesus for Us?

...for Us? who destroys the love so many times even today, so many thousands years after He had sacrified his earth life for us?

Watching the musical. Jesus Christ Superstar, tonight under the holy sky in a small town, I had many times goose skin as I have looked deeply inside of my heart? and asked myself and the humans around me , silently, just in my mind:
How would you act, behave and treat Jesus, if He was alive today? if you could be the one from the history? Judas or Peter?
what would you have do now?

Would you be humble or would you SCREAM? SACRIFICE HIM?? AND WOULD YOU LET HIM TO DIE BY THE SIDE OF THE criminalists?
HIM, WHO CAME TO US JUST IN THE NAME OF LOVE: HE, WHO IS STILL ALIVE TODAY IN MANY HEARTS OF THOSE, WHO BELIEVE!

LOVE IS ALL, I WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU AND HAPPINESS, WHAT I FEEL IN MY VEINS AFTER THIS FANTASTIC PERFORMANCE TODAY.

THINK ABOUT IT ABD BE GRATEFUL FOR EVERYDAY MY DEAR READERS, FRIENDS...