When our dream comes true, its a feeling, as if a strong, golden ray of light would run all over and inside of our body.

Its a feeling of deep love, which fills the inside of your heart and soul.
The feeling, when you feel, you have wings and you can fly so so high.



The feeling, when you feel so light, like the feather of a bird...

Looking around at the happy faces, who are there with you to share the happiness in your heart, makes you fly even higher in those special moments of life.

Words are not enough to describe the emotions, which overflow you from the top of your head to the bottom of your feet.

WONDERFUL, AMAZING, FANTASTIC, JOYFUL, GRACE AND BLESSING ARE MAYBE THE WORDS, WHCH CAN SOMEHOW, A LITTLE BIT EXPRESS ALL THOSE MOMENTS, YOU FEEL WHEN YOUR DREAM IS MATERIALIZED.



My day, when baptizing my book was a moment of happiness, when after the long journey like Odyseus I have arrived to my starting point, with " a baby" to hold in my hands))):

My book full of stories from my different journeys in the World, and also an inside journey of me and of all the travellers on my ways, the people from different countries.

That special evening smiling faces, sparkling eyes were looking at me, when a publicist was interwieving me in Budapest.

A radio program is planned with me too, so as such I can share with the audience the experiences , I have gained, while being far far away frm my loved ones.

However, finally, I am back, with all the people, whom I love and who are there for me in good and in bad.

With all these wonderful, great people, on a special day. 24.. Nov. 2012 WE CELEBRATED THE DREAM, WHICH WE COULD FEEL AND HOLD ALIVE, AMONG US, HOLDING IN OUR HANDS...

THANK YOU ALL, WHO HELPED ME TO MAKE IT HAPPEN...

I WISH THIS FEELING TO ALL OF YOU...YOUR LIFE, MAKE THE MOST OF IT, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE, WHATS MORE, YOU JUST GAIN.

TO THE WONDERFUL CHILDREN...

I have had the chance to meet on a nice, sunny November day...

in a school in a small town on the Hungarian, Slovakian border.

The school with the kids, who became till today the joy of my everydays.

The cute, smart, joyful faces brought sunshine to my heart each and everyday.



I feel, I got yunger and my heart brighter thanks to the opened, pure spirit and hearts of the amazing children.

My class, 8. A was the most special one, the class, where I felt, I fly as a child again.

Each and every moment spent with them was a soft touch in my heart, for which I am grateful to each and every one of them.

I love you dear girls and boys and I wish the very best to you all in your life...

I do hope to see you again on a beautiful sunny day, as you remember, in your class was the SUN SHINING THE STRONGEST EVERYDAY.



Continue learning English, as its the first opening language to the World, so as such , you can discover places as you saw my Virginia friend has shown you these days.

Thank you for your applause today, it will stay in my heart forever, you made me very happy. Thank you all...

will miss you all...your teacher)))

THE DREAM...

is coming TRUE...

The one, I thought to be only a phantasy, an imagination, is here and now almost placed on the tray in front of me.
4 days are ahead of me and on the 5th one, all the people, who mean so much to me and THOSE, I do not know yet, will come to a place, called Soter Club in Budapest, Hungary to share with me all the feelings, emotions, love, joy, experience I have had for the last few years.

God, I feel like a child before the Christmas time or even better, a Mother before giving birth to her child.
Why? actually, no surprise, as my book is my baby, my dream is coming true.
My final step, my final stop after the trips and experiences I have had so far is reaching its end.

Before settling down, before laying down in the arms of my sweetheart , I go in a few days to meet the newly arisen people in my creative and real life, to feel happy, joyful and loved.



- to feel it all, I have desired so much for so long.
- to be grateful and to dance after the chrstianing of my book.
- to feel the strenght, the help and the blessing of the above powers.

I am loved and all this great feeling I would love to share with all of you my dear readers, the ones, I stil have no clue, where you are from and who you are, still, I am talking to you and sharing with you my deepest thoughts in my simple life.

Go for it, go and make your dream come true.
One life, live it well, do not be afraid, MOVE ON AND SHARE YOUR LOVE, YOUR IDEAS AND YOUR JOY, DREAM WITH ANYONE, YOU ENCOUNTER.




Spread your wings and be unigue, as WE ARE UNREPEATABLE MIRACLES HERE AND NOW.

WISHING THE VERY BEST FOR YOU ALL, MY DEAR ONES, FEEL THE LOVE, FEEL THE LIFE, FEEL THE JOY IN YOUR DREAM AND MAKE IT REALIZE NO MATTER, HOW LONG IT TAKES AS THE TASTE OF IT IS LIKE THE MILK OF THE MOTHER FOR THE NEWBORN BABY, WHO WAS JSUT DROPPED TO THIS WONDERFUL LAND.

My memories when I was far far from my sweet home...

THOUGHTS…………

Sometimes we long for going and travelling far and we do not realize, that the beauty and the happiness is in front of our eyes.

...just as in a fairy tale, I would start the story of me and my life.

“The king sends his 3 children to the World , to experience life, to learn … During their journey they face many obstacles but once they return home they are more mature, wise and with the knowledge they have they enrich their environment and make other people’s life more colourful.

I am very much interested in the elementary questions of life: where we came from, why are we here and where we are heading to?”

I believe we all do have dreams but honestly - how many of us dare to follow them?

It is only a few of us who take the chance and realizes them as on the road there are many obstacles and even the strongest ones loose their strenght, just as the cliff, which is cracked by the time.The same is with us people, we dream and struggle.But there is always something inside of us, which pushes us forward and those, who really want they get the strenght, the signs and the direction to go on. There are moments, when we stop and cry but these are precious moments too, as by this we clean our body and soul.

We might be afraid of the changes it may bring into or life. Are we not just too much accustomed to live our life as routine, day by day- thinking this is safe?

Do we stop to look inside of us and think and realize that there is nothing safe in this life?

We think, our job, our life is safe, but I believe, our life is like a rain drop, soft, precious, and just as the drop changes so does the life, from one minute to the other.

I was always interested in people, in other nations ,cultures and it made me to make a huge step - to leave behind my family, friends to experience (as in the fairy tale) the life with big L.

Our grandparents say: The school of life is the best school and I must agree.

I came to this beautiful country of Canada to open my heart and to expand my mind.

It brought sad and lonely moments too but always at the best moments I got an uplifting hand, a call, a letter or simply a song from a radio singing: DO NOT GIVE UP.

And I did not.

We have to decide each and every day, inside of our hearts if we are going to be happy or not. It will not be the person next to us who makes us happy. It comes from inside.

We tend to take our life for granted, forgetting, that it is an unrepeatable miracle that we are here on this gorgeous Earth, where we could experience each and every day to be a miracle, once we had eyes for it.

Simple things: like to look up and see the sky with the clouds of so many different shapes, the sky which takes us to other dimensions with its endless limit, to live our days with an open heart where the days are not only about us but about how to understand and love all the people around us.

Sometimes our hearts long for heights, as everything what is alive longs for light and sparkling.

I believe in destiny and that certain things and people in our life were meant to happen.

How do we know if we are happy? How many of us pretend to be happy on surface and maybe being in a big family and still feeling lonely?

One thing is for sure: life is a labyrinth.

I believe, the hardest part for most of us is to stop and to be in the moment. By meeting a person who is blind and deaf too makes me realize, what a great gift it is that I can see the sunset, listen to the singing birds and the sound of the ocean.

As when we smile and our heart does, the life and people will smile back.

Through my journeys I realized, no matter what is our origin, colour or religion - One thing is common in all of us: our HEART.

The heart, as the strongest muscle, and how much mystery, secret, joy ,grief and love is hidden there.

Many of us think how many mistakes we do, but there are no mistakes, just lessons to be learnt. Lessons which are repeating till we do not see behind and realize, what it tries to teach us.

The lessons last till the end of our lives and then we share it with the young, new generation and as such ,what we thought to be mistakes are becoming wise advices to the Youth. Our children listen to our stories with big wide eyes opened just as we were saying a fairytale. Warts and hell, Life is a big mystery.

 My way and my motto is: Do not follow the beaten path but tread a path yourself and leave a print behind.

Its your life and you have nothing to loose as from everything we win.

The best way to find out who we are and what is our purpose here is through the things we go through.

The long and short of it: we are all mirrors to each others and we need to learn to look behind what these lessons teach us.

If we believe, life is a number of lessons, the rest depends on us what we will discover from it. Will we enter the same plash?. Once we find out what is behind it, what it teaches us we may find the harmony and peace.

This moments hurts so much...

when in a fracture of a second, meeting a close soul, the very deep side of your soul comes to the surface...once again...

THE ONE, YOU THOUGHT, HAS BEEN DEEPLY AND PROPERLY COVERED AND FORGOTTEN BY YOUR PRESENT LIFE.

However, nothing CAN BE THE SAME and it can never be the way, as you could maybe feel only ONCE IN YOUR LIFE...

WHEN YOU MET YOUR REAL SOUL MATE, but YOU HAD TO SAY FOR SOME REASON GOODBYE...



You live your everyday life, you experience other men or women arms, still...its ONLY HIM FOREVER, WHO IS IN YOUR HEART...

YOU can pretend, it does not matter anymore, still,  one person may come, who suddenly touches the gentle sting in your heart and it brings back all the feelings, emotions and the special love, that you thought, its only something from your past.

It is not just a memory in the present ,whatever you try to pretend to yourself.


No, it is not true, DO NOT LIE TO YOURSELF! AS even this feeling is DEEPLY COVERED UNDER THE DUST, IT CAN BE DISCOVERED AND EXPLORED AT ANY RANDOM SECOND IN YOUR LIFE.

It is carved inside of your heart and deeply in your cells.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wWrLjT47xg&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7UTSqtdraMA
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NO ONE CAN REPLACE HIM OR HER, THE ONE, WHO ONCE GRABBED YOUR HEART AND THIS HEART BELONGS ONLY TO YOUR SOUL MATE, HERE OR THERE, ON THE OTHER SIDE, WHEN YOU MAY MEET EACH OTHER AGAIN.

LOVE YOU... 

THE FOLLOWERS...

Us, the religious people, who follow our light, our blessed , loved Priest, wherever he goes to.

Talking about the Man, who was in a very cruel and painful way taken away from our everyday life a few months ago, did not loose us and our love.

Today, THIS SPECIAL, HUMBLE MAN WITH A GOLD IN HIS HEART, was invited to open the Mass for the 190, years celebration of the church near to our hometown.

Us, the ones, who realized the power of this Man, the power ,which is hidden in his soul and heart, in his simple life, in his quite voice but deep and inteligents words was tonight surrounded again by the ones, by the small group of people, who knows:

He is THE TREASURE, we do not have a chance to meet and come across often in our lifetimes.

You should see the sparkle in our and his eyes, the feeling of happiness could have been touched in the air, while the choir sang the songs of love.

God, what a blessed feeling and emotion you have created for the humans.
What a wonderful joy, we feel, when sharing our love with those, who are dear to us.

What wings it gives to us...when we are happy simply for the happines of the person, we love so much.



I AM SURE, US, THE FOLLOWERS OF THAT UNIGUE PRIEST, TONIGHT, AFTER CLEANING OUR SOUL BY THE PURE AND DEEP WORDS OF OUR PRIEST WE WILL HAVE SWEET DREAMS AND WE WILL SLEEP LIEK BABIES WITH A SMILE ON OUR FACES.

WHAT A SPLENDID DAY, THANK YOU LIFE, THANK YOU GOD, TO CREATE ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL EMOTIONS TO US.



love grows always , just like a nice flower. Symbol of life...

Where is the time?...

when human honesty, loyalty and good heart had the value to be graced?!

Where is the time, when people greeted each other with the GOD BLESS YOU phrase?

Where is the time, when the older and respected people were kissed on their hands as the way of showing the respect?

However, for this, the Woman or the Man had to show a good example in their everydays.

Where is the time, when the goodness in the people's heart was the normal and the only accepted behaviour in the society, they lived?

They knew it all"!- THOSE, who were running barefeet in the grass, living in the heart of the Nature, generations living together had THE REAL VALUE, LOVE AND RESPECT FOR LIFE AND FOR THE LOVED ONES.

The connection with the Mother Earth was a natural fact and even though living in a simple way, they had the time TO BREATH IN THE TASTE OF LIFE!

Oh, God, Am I just daydreaming about these times? Am I so old that for me these things and emotions are the real and only, unigue, important factors while being here, living my life?

Thats the way, I was raised up and one day, when my child will enter into my life, I will do my best to share with her, him all this values, whatever the outside World will dictate to us.



I am me, I dare to me and this time here and now is only mine)).

I do what I want to do and I do grab the best of all, this Earth has to offer us: 

mostly the wonderful Nature and THE LOVE, WITHOUT WHICH, WE ARE ONLY WALKING ZOMBIES WITH OPEN EYES.

IT IS ONLY THE LOVE THAT MATTERS!

THE LOVE, WHICH WILL BE HERE FOREVER IN THE AIR, IN THE GRASS AND IN THE OCEAN, EVERYWHERE CARVED, WHERE WE WALK AND WHERE WE CARVE THE PIECE OF OUR HEART.

ONE LIFE, LIVE IT WELL MAN AND WOMAN, WHEREVER YOU ARE...FEEL THE LOVE AND SHARE YOUR SMILE...

DOES IT MATTER?

...where you live?

..or is it just and simply about the people?
about your inner peace and harmony, what you reflect to the outside World? that makes and create your real life?

Does anything or anyone influence you, to be , who you really are?

Do yu really have to travel far far away to see the things, as they are?

...Maybe its totally enough to be where you are and observe just the Life.

No matter, how much you travel or what you do, one thing is the most important, "

TO FEEL CONTENT WITH ALL, YOU DO!

TO BE, WHO YOU ARE, TO FULFILL YOUR HEART.



We do not need to get into the extremes, not to judge anyone for how she or he is, one thing matters only, to live our life the way, we consider it to be the right path.

Do not look around, do not care what others think about your behaviour as one lifetime we have here now, so take and grab the most and the best of it, without limiting yourself.

Just play this game, called life.
Do, WHAT YOU WANT, DO IT, TILL YOU FIND!

My dear readers,

This song I found today after running among the vineyards ,which surronds my hometown.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aA9mmz508Ro

While running and feeling the fresh scent of the grapes being turned into the wines, I travelled in time in my mind.

As a child, with my family I spent lot lots of time in the vineyard, as we have a big garden just like many many other people in our town.
Being on the hill, looking down reflected me the time, I was a child.

Happy moments outside after the school and mostly in summer, we spent together with my family and cousins among the grapes and tomatoes.

God, I didnt like it that time, only the part of the games, running around my working parents or baking the bacons on the fire was my favourite part.

However, I was not always happy to go out to the vineyard.



Today, years after my childhood, feeling this familiar scent of the grapes:

I felt content- to be born in this place, to have spent many many years outside, in the nature.

The loved Mother Earth is breathing on us, giving us all the beauty, so we can have a healthy and a happy life.

Grateful I felt while walking at the last stage of my exercising on a shining Saturday.

Our life is a fairytale, our past is carved into us and the memories are turning us to the person, who we are today.

Anyway, life is gorgeous and I feel so blessed, to be born into my family, on this Earth to feel it all , what it offers...

bitter or sweet, does not realy matter, as all are the ingredients of our time here.

Spread your wings my dear ones and fly as always high.

Catch the sky and enjoy the seconds as today as tomorrow.

Be happy and smile.

Life is a wonderful, colourful garden.



cheers....

My dear ones,

This time I would love to ask you once more , if possible, to give a note, from which country you follow my lines.



I am talking to you all, however, I do not have an idea, to whom and how I may effect your life.
I would love to know you a bit, so if you find time and would love to answer to me, please do it at. inmygridworld@gmail.com



thank you and hope to hear from you.

with love, ME...

FAREWELL,

TILL YOU ARE HERE...make the most of your time.

Human, man and woman, grab the precious moments in your life and smile as much as you can.

Coming just from the last journey of a wonderful, smart, humble, simple, quite and kind woman I stopped for a while to realize, life is to fragile.

Standing by the coffin, surrounded by other people who love the person, whom we joined to show our last respect made me think again and again, our being here is so temporary and so unsure for how long we may stay.

40 minutes form the life of the others, who come to say goodbye to you, is that all that remains after us?

I believe, thats much more...

- to leave a step behind, to touch the hearts and the souls of the ones, who are surrounding us.

Like a feather blown away by the light wind is our soul taken to the other side and our being here on this Eath, remains nothing else just a memory.

 -a photo, we put on the shelf
- a memory, someone, who loved us keeps in his heart.
- a smile, when thinking about us...



Is this all? should we really kill each other, should we really hurry so much in our everydays not to find time for each other?

Shouldnt we rather say each and everyday in our life, thak you God, thank You Universe, to take a deep breath, to see the Sky, to see the Sun, to touch our family and to laugh with our friends.

Thank you LIFE FOR BEING HERE. 
KEEP US HAPPY AND ALIVE TILL OUR TICKET IS VALID HERE.

DO NOT LOOSE THE TIME and DO NOT WAIT TILL OUR LAST GOODBYE, WHEN YOU CAN NOT ANSWER TO THE LOVED ONES
.
USE YOUR TIME HERE AND NOW MAN, LIFE IS TOO MUCH FRAGILE AND THE LAST HOUR WILL COME FOR ALL OF US.

BE HAPPY AND JOYFUL TILL THEN, DO GOOD, WHERE YOU CAN, HAVE A SMILE FOR EVERYONE AND MOSTLY, FEEL THE LOVE AROUND IN YOUR LIFE.



BE FREE LIKE A BIRD AND FLY LIKE A BUTTERFLY...AS THE ONE, WHO TODAY, AT THE FAREWELL SPEECH FLEW OVER THE MOURNING PEOPLE , HIGH ABOVE US.

...A WHITE ONE, SYMBOLIZING THE PURITY OF THE SOUL, WHICH LEFT US HERE TODAY.

BE WELL...

...with the help of the angels, my heart is opened and I say":

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggsxKMZGIAU&feature=related

love love love falls on us ...

Our life and our value...

is valid only for a moment in time?

Anything we leave behind us, all the treasure we share with others for many many years, all the effort we do and give is forgotten as soon as we leave a place and our position is immediately replaced??

Is this really, how we are appreciated? 
Is this really then worth of it?
Is this the value of our life?

...as soon as we depart and the people loose us from their sight, we are forgotten and the new person standing on our place is being worshiped intead of us?



Isn't that just so damn sad?
Is it us or are we only numbers and a pretty , smiling face can make all the people from our life forget about our existence?

Seeing a game of Judash made me today ask you and myself all this questions aloud...
I was sad...while looking at the act of people ,who seemed to be nothing else just like marionets.
I do not blame them, as I am just a simple woman, how could I? however, it made me think about the above mentioned questions.

Maybe, these faces do not even realize, how much they are manipulated by one person or by anyone?
A seemingly happy, smiling face is enough for the crowd to be misleaded and to think, everyhting is all right?!

Am I really from this Planet? how is it possible, I can see it through, I see, what is behind the walls of this false game and how could I help to all the others, who are wearing the blinds in front of their eyes?

God, help me, help us, to live this life to the fullest instead of being just like little puppets.

LOVE and LIGHT is my motto ,however, it is not always an easy mission. In moments as today, when I could see, how people do change after a very short time, a new window of realization was again opened for me.



No blame, no judgement I can make, all I feel is a slight pain and sadness in my heart realizing, our mission here and our light is so temporary on our path?!

...still, I DO BELIEVE IN THE POWERFUL MEANING OF EVERLASTING LOVE.


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Coming home...

was not an easy decision to take after many hours of hesitation ....

after almost 20 years of travelling am I really about to return to the point, where I first saw the ray of light of thsi World? I was asking myself this summer many times.

WHY? was I scared? to arrive home?

- to the place, where my family hugs me everyday, where my good friends are happy to have me here?

...where so many people know me since my childhood and where I do not have to prove, who I AM?!

GOD? was I loosing so much time thinking about this step? about the one, where I am spoilted like a princess?

It may be dangerous too, as once I settle down here, wrapped in the pink cotton, surrounded by lots of loving faces and hugging hands I will not be willing to move away again.

Does it mean? Marco Polo or Odysseus, which are my nicknames has finally arrived home? 

Have I traveled so many years observing destinies and lives of different nationalities only to realize that the place, where I am remaining now is my real place?



....AS ON MY WAY I HAVE FOUND OUT, ITS THE PEOPLE AROUND US , WHO MAKES OUR LIFE HAPPY AND OUR HEARTS WARM.

A small circle of friends and our family with whom we can share our beliefs, our dreams and our tears too. 

They are the ones, who lifts us up and who holds our hands to dance ona sunny day.

Once we are loved and we find time for our hobby, when we do what we love and we have time for ourselves, while surrounded by the nature and the quitness I ask you and myself:

What else is out there, for what we should be sad or fight for? once WE HAVE IT ALL?!

...in the tiny little miracles of everydays are the fractures of our lives hidden.

If you can, try to watch the wonderful movie: THE TREE OF LIFE, as it reflects in beautiful pictures, what I am just trying here to say.

be well and be blessed.
I wish you to see the beauty hidden in every moments.

THE ELEVENTH COMMANDMENT:

THE LOVE CAN NOT BE KILLED....

this was THE SONG FROM THE BEAUTIFUL MUSICAL : THE EIGHT CONTINENT, at which ME with my loved parents were impressed tonight.

Standing ovation, dancing Public at the end of the show were reflecting THE JOY ,THE LOVE, THE HAPPINESS and THE FLOW OF EMOTIONS we have felt during the 3 hours program.

Speechless....I am speechless, however I try to share with you the atmosphere of that special, unigue, wonderful and great evening.

15 extremely talented actors and actresses blew away our mind and took our heart straight at the very beginning of the show...


when they stepped out on the stage and with the joyful smile, deep voices, great dancing technics while using special  steel bowl musical instrument: lifted up our spirit so high, we felt immediately there: as the title : at THE EIGHT CONTINENT suggests.

...which is nothing else than the continent, which exist EVERYWHERE and ANYWHERE: where love surrounds us, where the gentle hands touches our faces, where the smile is the common in each and every one of us.
This place is here, on our Planet, we do not have to search further: its in OUR LIFE, in OUR HEARTS.

Amazing, fantastic, mind blowing was the story and the choreography of the show.



The story of love was "wrapped" in this show as  IT IS THE ONLY POWER, WHICH KILLES EVERYTHING. 

LOVE CAN BE KILLED ONLY BY LOVE...

and even today, when we think and believe , we have no time for each other, when we believe, we are in a hurry for our everyday breads, in crucial times, in important moments on our path, we again and again realize: 

IT IS THE LOVE THAT MAKES US MOVE DAY BY DAY,
- THE ONE, WHICH GIVES US WINGS TO FLY.
- THE ONE, WHICH IS A CIRCLE OF CHAIN AND THE ONLY POWER, WHICH WILL LAST HERE FOREVER.

please,REMEMBER IT!! THERE IS NOTHING ELSE WHAT CAN SUBSTITUE THIS UNIGUE POWER ON OUR UNIVERSE.

Let me end my flow of impression by the lyrics of the song frOm the musical: OUR LIFE IS THE CHANCE TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED!

Do not miss this chance, I add ....
love love love 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VL1oO87FICY&feature=related