Wednesday, March 21, 2012

The prisoner......


Trapped in my own prison, where I have manifested myself for some reason to be, is thanks God coming to its final stage!


Soon, in a few days - Iam going to be FREE AGAIN!!


God - thank you- for having mercy on me!


I get out from the space and the place, I have dreamt so much to be: 


in the middle of the beautiful nature;
where there are almost no people - I have put the chain on myself voluntarily: 


as nothing is as it seems in our dreams; everything has some price in our life!


nothing is for free! so my being here is not only about the nature:


Its much more about controling MY BODY, MIND AND THE SPIRIT!


Guys, I MUST TELL YOU -
ITS NOT AT ALL EASY!


ITS A SARCIFICE EACH AND EVERY SECOND OF BEING HERE AND ME? CINDERELLA IS COUNTING THE DAYS TO ESCAPE FROM THIS PLACE!


 



NOt planning to come back for a long long time here; as I have realized again; we can not step twice into the same river.


...and while this wonderful scenery was once the place; the healing center of my recovery after my heart was broken into pieces; now it has become the jail itself!


Having realized again and again and hopefully this time finally: its not the place - my dear friends but the people:


- who make us happy!


- WHO BRINGS JOY AND SMILE TO OUT HEART!


 I CAN NOT WAIT TO RUN BACK TO MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS IN LYON AND THEN FAST TO TAKE MY PLANE! - TO ARRIVE FINALLY. WHERE I BELONG TO:


HOME - to my great family and to you !!!


-WHERE ALL OF YOU WAIT FOR ME WITH OPEN ARMS
-WHERE I CAN LAUGH AND SMILE: AS THATS HOW GOD HAS CREATED ME!!!!!!!


I count each second deep in my mind to arrive home: and Marco Polo will think twice in the future; where she steps next time!!!!


Enjoy your space and your comfort zone; my dear ones!!!!!!!


Humour, irony and phantasy help us to survive it all!!



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