THE DREAM...

is coming TRUE...

The one, I thought to be only a phantasy, an imagination, is here and now almost placed on the tray in front of me.
4 days are ahead of me and on the 5th one, all the people, who mean so much to me and THOSE, I do not know yet, will come to a place, called Soter Club in Budapest, Hungary to share with me all the feelings, emotions, love, joy, experience I have had for the last few years.

God, I feel like a child before the Christmas time or even better, a Mother before giving birth to her child.
Why? actually, no surprise, as my book is my baby, my dream is coming true.
My final step, my final stop after the trips and experiences I have had so far is reaching its end.

Before settling down, before laying down in the arms of my sweetheart , I go in a few days to meet the newly arisen people in my creative and real life, to feel happy, joyful and loved.



- to feel it all, I have desired so much for so long.
- to be grateful and to dance after the chrstianing of my book.
- to feel the strenght, the help and the blessing of the above powers.

I am loved and all this great feeling I would love to share with all of you my dear readers, the ones, I stil have no clue, where you are from and who you are, still, I am talking to you and sharing with you my deepest thoughts in my simple life.

Go for it, go and make your dream come true.
One life, live it well, do not be afraid, MOVE ON AND SHARE YOUR LOVE, YOUR IDEAS AND YOUR JOY, DREAM WITH ANYONE, YOU ENCOUNTER.




Spread your wings and be unigue, as WE ARE UNREPEATABLE MIRACLES HERE AND NOW.

WISHING THE VERY BEST FOR YOU ALL, MY DEAR ONES, FEEL THE LOVE, FEEL THE LIFE, FEEL THE JOY IN YOUR DREAM AND MAKE IT REALIZE NO MATTER, HOW LONG IT TAKES AS THE TASTE OF IT IS LIKE THE MILK OF THE MOTHER FOR THE NEWBORN BABY, WHO WAS JSUT DROPPED TO THIS WONDERFUL LAND.

My memories when I was far far from my sweet home...

THOUGHTS…………

Sometimes we long for going and travelling far and we do not realize, that the beauty and the happiness is in front of our eyes.

...just as in a fairy tale, I would start the story of me and my life.

“The king sends his 3 children to the World , to experience life, to learn … During their journey they face many obstacles but once they return home they are more mature, wise and with the knowledge they have they enrich their environment and make other people’s life more colourful.

I am very much interested in the elementary questions of life: where we came from, why are we here and where we are heading to?”

I believe we all do have dreams but honestly - how many of us dare to follow them?

It is only a few of us who take the chance and realizes them as on the road there are many obstacles and even the strongest ones loose their strenght, just as the cliff, which is cracked by the time.The same is with us people, we dream and struggle.But there is always something inside of us, which pushes us forward and those, who really want they get the strenght, the signs and the direction to go on. There are moments, when we stop and cry but these are precious moments too, as by this we clean our body and soul.

We might be afraid of the changes it may bring into or life. Are we not just too much accustomed to live our life as routine, day by day- thinking this is safe?

Do we stop to look inside of us and think and realize that there is nothing safe in this life?

We think, our job, our life is safe, but I believe, our life is like a rain drop, soft, precious, and just as the drop changes so does the life, from one minute to the other.

I was always interested in people, in other nations ,cultures and it made me to make a huge step - to leave behind my family, friends to experience (as in the fairy tale) the life with big L.

Our grandparents say: The school of life is the best school and I must agree.

I came to this beautiful country of Canada to open my heart and to expand my mind.

It brought sad and lonely moments too but always at the best moments I got an uplifting hand, a call, a letter or simply a song from a radio singing: DO NOT GIVE UP.

And I did not.

We have to decide each and every day, inside of our hearts if we are going to be happy or not. It will not be the person next to us who makes us happy. It comes from inside.

We tend to take our life for granted, forgetting, that it is an unrepeatable miracle that we are here on this gorgeous Earth, where we could experience each and every day to be a miracle, once we had eyes for it.

Simple things: like to look up and see the sky with the clouds of so many different shapes, the sky which takes us to other dimensions with its endless limit, to live our days with an open heart where the days are not only about us but about how to understand and love all the people around us.

Sometimes our hearts long for heights, as everything what is alive longs for light and sparkling.

I believe in destiny and that certain things and people in our life were meant to happen.

How do we know if we are happy? How many of us pretend to be happy on surface and maybe being in a big family and still feeling lonely?

One thing is for sure: life is a labyrinth.

I believe, the hardest part for most of us is to stop and to be in the moment. By meeting a person who is blind and deaf too makes me realize, what a great gift it is that I can see the sunset, listen to the singing birds and the sound of the ocean.

As when we smile and our heart does, the life and people will smile back.

Through my journeys I realized, no matter what is our origin, colour or religion - One thing is common in all of us: our HEART.

The heart, as the strongest muscle, and how much mystery, secret, joy ,grief and love is hidden there.

Many of us think how many mistakes we do, but there are no mistakes, just lessons to be learnt. Lessons which are repeating till we do not see behind and realize, what it tries to teach us.

The lessons last till the end of our lives and then we share it with the young, new generation and as such ,what we thought to be mistakes are becoming wise advices to the Youth. Our children listen to our stories with big wide eyes opened just as we were saying a fairytale. Warts and hell, Life is a big mystery.

 My way and my motto is: Do not follow the beaten path but tread a path yourself and leave a print behind.

Its your life and you have nothing to loose as from everything we win.

The best way to find out who we are and what is our purpose here is through the things we go through.

The long and short of it: we are all mirrors to each others and we need to learn to look behind what these lessons teach us.

If we believe, life is a number of lessons, the rest depends on us what we will discover from it. Will we enter the same plash?. Once we find out what is behind it, what it teaches us we may find the harmony and peace.

This moments hurts so much...

when in a fracture of a second, meeting a close soul, the very deep side of your soul comes to the surface...once again...

THE ONE, YOU THOUGHT, HAS BEEN DEEPLY AND PROPERLY COVERED AND FORGOTTEN BY YOUR PRESENT LIFE.

However, nothing CAN BE THE SAME and it can never be the way, as you could maybe feel only ONCE IN YOUR LIFE...

WHEN YOU MET YOUR REAL SOUL MATE, but YOU HAD TO SAY FOR SOME REASON GOODBYE...



You live your everyday life, you experience other men or women arms, still...its ONLY HIM FOREVER, WHO IS IN YOUR HEART...

YOU can pretend, it does not matter anymore, still,  one person may come, who suddenly touches the gentle sting in your heart and it brings back all the feelings, emotions and the special love, that you thought, its only something from your past.

It is not just a memory in the present ,whatever you try to pretend to yourself.


No, it is not true, DO NOT LIE TO YOURSELF! AS even this feeling is DEEPLY COVERED UNDER THE DUST, IT CAN BE DISCOVERED AND EXPLORED AT ANY RANDOM SECOND IN YOUR LIFE.

It is carved inside of your heart and deeply in your cells.


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NO ONE CAN REPLACE HIM OR HER, THE ONE, WHO ONCE GRABBED YOUR HEART AND THIS HEART BELONGS ONLY TO YOUR SOUL MATE, HERE OR THERE, ON THE OTHER SIDE, WHEN YOU MAY MEET EACH OTHER AGAIN.

LOVE YOU... 

THE FOLLOWERS...

Us, the religious people, who follow our light, our blessed , loved Priest, wherever he goes to.

Talking about the Man, who was in a very cruel and painful way taken away from our everyday life a few months ago, did not loose us and our love.

Today, THIS SPECIAL, HUMBLE MAN WITH A GOLD IN HIS HEART, was invited to open the Mass for the 190, years celebration of the church near to our hometown.

Us, the ones, who realized the power of this Man, the power ,which is hidden in his soul and heart, in his simple life, in his quite voice but deep and inteligents words was tonight surrounded again by the ones, by the small group of people, who knows:

He is THE TREASURE, we do not have a chance to meet and come across often in our lifetimes.

You should see the sparkle in our and his eyes, the feeling of happiness could have been touched in the air, while the choir sang the songs of love.

God, what a blessed feeling and emotion you have created for the humans.
What a wonderful joy, we feel, when sharing our love with those, who are dear to us.

What wings it gives to us...when we are happy simply for the happines of the person, we love so much.



I AM SURE, US, THE FOLLOWERS OF THAT UNIGUE PRIEST, TONIGHT, AFTER CLEANING OUR SOUL BY THE PURE AND DEEP WORDS OF OUR PRIEST WE WILL HAVE SWEET DREAMS AND WE WILL SLEEP LIEK BABIES WITH A SMILE ON OUR FACES.

WHAT A SPLENDID DAY, THANK YOU LIFE, THANK YOU GOD, TO CREATE ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL EMOTIONS TO US.



love grows always , just like a nice flower. Symbol of life...

Where is the time?...

when human honesty, loyalty and good heart had the value to be graced?!

Where is the time, when people greeted each other with the GOD BLESS YOU phrase?

Where is the time, when the older and respected people were kissed on their hands as the way of showing the respect?

However, for this, the Woman or the Man had to show a good example in their everydays.

Where is the time, when the goodness in the people's heart was the normal and the only accepted behaviour in the society, they lived?

They knew it all"!- THOSE, who were running barefeet in the grass, living in the heart of the Nature, generations living together had THE REAL VALUE, LOVE AND RESPECT FOR LIFE AND FOR THE LOVED ONES.

The connection with the Mother Earth was a natural fact and even though living in a simple way, they had the time TO BREATH IN THE TASTE OF LIFE!

Oh, God, Am I just daydreaming about these times? Am I so old that for me these things and emotions are the real and only, unigue, important factors while being here, living my life?

Thats the way, I was raised up and one day, when my child will enter into my life, I will do my best to share with her, him all this values, whatever the outside World will dictate to us.



I am me, I dare to me and this time here and now is only mine)).

I do what I want to do and I do grab the best of all, this Earth has to offer us: 

mostly the wonderful Nature and THE LOVE, WITHOUT WHICH, WE ARE ONLY WALKING ZOMBIES WITH OPEN EYES.

IT IS ONLY THE LOVE THAT MATTERS!

THE LOVE, WHICH WILL BE HERE FOREVER IN THE AIR, IN THE GRASS AND IN THE OCEAN, EVERYWHERE CARVED, WHERE WE WALK AND WHERE WE CARVE THE PIECE OF OUR HEART.

ONE LIFE, LIVE IT WELL MAN AND WOMAN, WHEREVER YOU ARE...FEEL THE LOVE AND SHARE YOUR SMILE...